Sunday, May 13, 2007
emoing!!!
i am really damm pissed off today. everything go wrong! i dont what had happen to me. i really feel like shit la. fuck off man! what had i done? what am i to u? u happy then u treat damm good but when u are angry, u treat like ur chu qi tou? what's all this? i know u are not angry with me at all. but the words u put me are like scolding me la. i cant stand it! scold all the vulguarities to me? arghz! hate all this man! i dont even think that u shd say call this to ur gf la. how do u think i will feel? i tell u seriously la. i really get damm affected by what u say each time. what must u be like this? u say i dont understand how u feel this morning? sorry ar! i know how u feel la. is that i nv show out only. u also say that i nv accompany u at all when u are sitting alone? excuse me. i am helping to rig the laser and the pico and taking out all the equipments la. i think u shd understand this lor. is not i dont want to accompany u but is i cant. i really dont noe what to do. sad sad! now, i just feel like crying out loud so that everyone can hear my cries!!! what's all this? i am not trying to get any attention from anyone la.
After ytd's promises u made to me, i thought everything will be fine. as in our relationship will get even better. but it seems that i am wrong again. i dont want to quarrel anything with u at all. but it seems that we will always quarrel over very small stuffs. why is it so? can u tell me what to do? i am really in a lost la. if the problem lies with me, please tell me. if i can change, i will defaintely change. you noe what in my mind now? i dont think i am fit to be ur gf la. i dont even noe how to make u happy when u are angry or sad. i will only add oil to the fire. and like what u say, i like to go against in what u say. arghz! i really cant be a gf as u think. i always make u jealous! what a bad gf am i? fuck man. arghz!!! my mind is exploding! can i scream at my top of my voice? AHhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....AAHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!! can anyone teach me how to do? how to make my bf happy? how not to quarrel? how???
XINNI IS SAD BECAUSE YOU MAKE HER SAD!!!
why all this things had to happen? i am really damm stressed! tomor i am having my object oriented programming practical test!!! until now, i still dont even know a single shit at all. what am i doing? studies is going down hill too? arghz!!! tommorrow's test, i will sure screwed it up! fail the whole paper man! arghz... what can i say? all the best to myself man. i dont wish to add on anymore! that's all for today! i am pissed! fuck sia! =(
XINNI IS SUFFERING FROM SERIOUS INJURIES IN THE MIND!!! HELP HER!
