playing my memories over &over again.

Thursday, March 22, 2007

Boring day at home!

today wake up at 7.30a.m. so early in the morning. went to have a bathe and lie on my bed. after a few minutes later, i dozed off. hahas. not bad hor! =X Then, mum wake me up and ask me to call to the singtel coz my house phone got problem. zzz. so WAKE UP so UNWILLING. hahas. den the person came to my house at about 11.30a.m. He came and check everything and found out that my mum's room cable BURNED OUT. hahas. the whole cable become BLACK. hahas. so now my house left with only 3 phones now. =P luckily my room's phone is okay otherwise at night cannot chat on the phone le. =)

After the person had left, i went to cook lunch for my brother and myself. hmmx. i cook bee hoon soup. hahas. taste so nice. yummy! my brother finished up one big bowl! hahas. this proved that my cooking is actually not that bad. hahas. *so proud of my myself* lolx. After lunch, i sit in front of my lappy. rotting happily... lolx. i have nothing to do.BORED! can anyone kills my boredom? =X i want to go out! i want to do something. i can't stand it anymore. hahas. went kumon just now. so tired and now i am home blogging. bored day will end soon. lolx. tomor will be a busy day for me. hahas. looking forward to tommor. =)

shall end here! my life is so BORING! Bring me out of this boring life. colour up my life. =)
take care guys! love u guys! smiles always. =)

i miss you so.
9:04 PM

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

Feeling down...

I failed my bronze mellation once again. This time round, i managed to pass my theory but i STILL failed my practical test. sighs! I dont noe how to put to my dad. He paid for all my swimming fees and test fees as well. sighs! why can't i just past my BM? i can't even swim a proper stroke now! WTF. freestyle and breaststroke damm slow now! arghz! My swimming friend, michael, asked me why am i giving myself so much stressed. when he threw this question to me, i really dont noe how to answer. SHOCKED? STUNNED? zzz. I really can't do things well. swimming is something i love to u since young but now with my attitdue going on. If my instructor gives me alot of chances to re-take my BM, I will still fail. sighs! What on earth am i doing? i really dont noe how to answer this question! I am tired. I want to sleep. Good night everyone. take care.

i miss you so.
9:35 PM

Monday, March 19, 2007

Reflections!!!

SPSYC training camp was held on 16th to 18th march. I went for the camp and i realised i have really learn alot of things throughout the camp.

On the first day of the camp, i took everything very lightly. We jogged and played soccer and captain's ball. I really enjoy myself although there are only the 6 of us who had come on the first day. Later in the night, other sailors came for the camp. At night, we played some games which really put a test on you - leadership, patience and others. i had learnt that there must always be 1 leader who lead the whole group. if everyone wants to lead, things will end up more difficult to solve. Patience is really the things the i need to improve on. If thing doesn't solve by sometime, i will get frustrated and ltr i will break down with tears. This is what happen to me on the second day of the camp.

On the second day of the camp, i cried. I can't even sail properly. I feel stressed and tired. i really don't know what had happen to me. Things seems to be going so wrong. Sorry guys. I think i have show attitdue to all of u. Sorry. I won't give up. i will strived for the best.

On the third day of the camp, i tried sailing laser. omg?! i really not easy man! i can't even upright the boat. i try my best to upright the boat. hahas. when u really can upright the boat all by yourself, u will really feel happy! hahas. Although is tough, but after all the hard work, u really can feel the success of it. =)

Hey guys, i really want to thank all of you being with me and support me throughout the camp. =) i really enjoy myself! hahas. burr... it's cold in here. * i can't forget how my poor spongebob is being torture! hahas. i am really very happy when all the sailors say that all the foods is nice. lolx. i know you may think that this is a small issue but to me, i am really proud of myself. hahas. that's all. hope everyone had a great day. rest well. see all of u soon. =) love u guys! MUACKZ!

Spongebob!!! i love you man!

ME!!! =)

AHHHHHH!!! they don't allow me to come down. =(

my GARCE! shuai right? =)

burr.. its cold in here!

see! that's the ramp that we use to bring down our boat. =)

i miss you so.
11:21 AM

Saturday, March 10, 2007

Pig day...

OMG?! I am getting fatter and fatter. Eat and eat, none stop. but, when i eat, it make me feels HAPPY!!! I just eating so much! but i hate to gain weight, because it will makes me looks FAT and SHORT!!! lol. =X what to do? so i have to EXERCISE to reduce all the fats. lolx. Planning to do sit-ups at home and swim. hahas. i am determine to do it. =) hahas. ENDURE man!!! Today, went to IT show and saw maryann! hahas. She is working at IT show. i went to bought a printer, which cost only $88., with the function of print, copy and scan. You can also print out photos sia. not bad right? hahas. the brand of the printer is Brother. hahas. *why aren't any brands that is called Sister?! hahas. lolx. hmmx... maybe next time i will open one man! hahhas. =X

next week will be a tiring week. help out for yulong's event and training camp. so much things coming up. all these will keep my days busy and tiring man! hahas. i will updated for more next week. take care guys. =) love you all. MUACKZZ.

i miss you so.
7:46 PM

Saturday, March 03, 2007

It had been so long ever since i blog. I am just too lazy to blog. lolx. so many had happened. let me just post randomly babx. =)