playing my memories over &over again.

Tuesday, January 30, 2007

29 january 2007, monday

yesterday, went out studying with kian tat and maryann. suppose to meet tat at 2p.m at khatib mac but i was late. lolx. 3 plus then reach there. after reaching there, settle down and started studying. i studied PEEE. omg?! i realised that i still don't noe anything. sighs. i don't want to forward any module at all. better study hard. at about 4plus, tat went for a run - 5km hor. hahas. but when he come back from run, he still looks the same. hahas. after awhile, jun khee came. he taught me PEEE. hahas. understand alot from him. after that went to jk's hus to watch the peak. saw his ypunger brother. hahas. same size as him also. lolx. oppos! sorry. i am just stating the facts. hahas. 10 plus, we left his hus and he also return to his camp. i took bus home with MA. chat awhile with her. after that, i went home. woah... what a tiring day. but i really have fun. i laugh and laugh. thank guys for accompanying me. love u all.

btw! i am not a BLUR SOTONG! lolx. not STUPID either. =)

take care guys.

junkhee's cupboard. neat right? =P

what is jk doing?

MA is acting cute. muhahahas...

whose heart is that? =)

i miss you so.
2:48 PM

Sunday, January 28, 2007

ShOp ShOp ShOp...

yesterday,27 january 2007, went study with prem only. hahas. actually got more ppl join us to study de, but they all come so late. by the time they arrived, i will be leaving for shopping time le. =X hehe. after studying, i went to meet jooting at cityhall mrt station. we went to suntec to shop. we were finding jooting's formal wear. lolx. find and find. finally, she bought hers. 1 from iora and another from mng. hahas. she also bought a heels man! from melissa. cute shop name. yeah! i bought myself a mng jeans also. damm nice lahx. lolx. when i wear up, i look so thin. omg! xinni: ni shou le. hahas. hmmx... maybe is the mirror's problem. =X aiya. whatever. i have become thin liao lahx. hahas. =P of course will become thin lahx. swim and swim... train and train... =P

my whole leg very pain. today, went out and i wore heels. omg. walk for long hours. my leg is swollen man! pain pain. got blister also. OUCH! hahas. girls what! want to be pretty but will endure whatever pain. hahas. this is what a girl will do man! lolx. =X after buying everything, we went to surfer girl. we bought reef slipper. hahas. we bought the same pattern agin. hehe. sister izzit? lolx. =) after that,went to food replubic to eat. so many ppl. so difficult to get a seat. but ends up, we share with 1 couple. we headed home after eating. it's really a tiring day but is worth. nice feeling to shop man. spent spent!

good nitez guys! take care of urself. smiles always. =)

i miss you so.
12:52 PM

Friday, January 26, 2007

Theraputic Feeling...

i am really a luckiest person in the world! when i am feeling down, there are some many people caring for me. i really thank them. especially joo ting. she will be there for me whenever i have problems. thank babe! thank everyone. love all of u man.

today, went to school for PEEE practical lesson. it ends at 10a.m. after that, went to far east with joo ting, joy and geraline. went to shop again. but ends up i didn't manage to get anything at all.
lolx. but i saw alot of mng jeans that i want to buy. omg! it's damm nice. lolx. hahas. maybe toomor i will be going to mng to buy jeans le. hahas. oppos! spent money again. hahas. aiya nvm lahx. i happy can liao mahx. hehe. * izzit this an excuse to make myself HAPPY?* wondering...

today, as we are walking, joy suddenly sak me 1 question that i dont even noe how to answer. guess what did she asked? xinni: how do u celebrate ur Valentine with your boyfriend? omg...! i am shocked. i don't noe what to tell her. no words come out of my mouth. i really act blur man. sighs. how stupid can i be? wild ideas just come cross my mind. i told that i will be celebrating in the park. i noe is stupid lahx, but this idea just strike me. zzz. i had already told myself, over is over. there is nothing i can do. be strong man! jiu de bu qu, xin de bu lai. hahas.

exam is round the corner. i must concentrate on my studies. i can't let anything affect my studies de. jia you man! i must also train hard for my BM. swim and swim. i will learn how to save ppl and pass my BM. sail free and swim hard! hahas. =)

nothing more to add on le. take care guys. good luck for all ur exams. jia you! =)

i miss you so.
8:16 PM

Thursday, January 25, 2007

my heart just sank down deeply once again

why must i suffer everything in one shot? do you noe it's really hurting? i don't want to noe. i rather you don't tell me than after i found out, i feel so hurt. you don't want me to wait for you anymore? i noe liao le and i noe what to do liao le. just to give up right? aiyo... xinni! u are only losing bf lei. nothing much de lahx. is not like u are losing everything. right? cheer up man! there are still so many thing to do. sighs. i am sad. i am hurt. i don't want anything else. i rather hurting. i only want PEACE! silence... nothing else. i just to be like every other girl. as simple as possible. sighs. i dont wish to add anymore things. tired. speechless. now, i just need to concentrating on my studies and my bronze mellation exam. i dont want to think anymore. just concentrating in process.

i miss you so.
10:22 PM

Monday, January 22, 2007

MONDAY, 22 January 2007

today went out studying again with boon keat and prem. went to national library the study longue to study. omg. it's so quiet. this is really a good place to study. it can really make you study. hahas. today, we completed half the paper. this paper is real hard man. so difficult. 1 question can really "eat" all your time. spent alot of time on just 1 question. omg. really scared that this comi wednesday PEEE exam better don't be like this. otherwise... i will really die. lolx. but! xinni: you must jia you man. don't give up! you can sure do it de. =) after doing, went to meet up with zhilong and zun hao to have dinner. we went to plaza sing. went to long john silver to have dinner. hahas. guess what i eat? only fries and salsa cheese! hahas. i just love the cheese so much. i just sink inside my mouth. hahas. =P after eating, went home with my INDIAN gang also. hahas. having so much fun again. hahas. i just can't myself pinching prem. hahas. *pain pain* lolx. poor prem being bullied by me and zun hao. hehe. prem. what's that for? be a man dey! hahas. =P let's the photos do the talking.

eating while studying. *naughty naughty*

so serious sia. =X

this is boon keat. a friend that i have that i can't usually see his eye brows. =P

me! doing my past year paper. =)

i miss you so.
9:23 PM

so many days never update my blog le. so sorry. so many had just happen. sighs. forget it. i don't wish to say anymore. =) hmmx... what did i did for the past few days? ok, let's start with friday.

FRIDAY, 19 January 2007.

early in the morning, i went to poly marina to wait for jooting to end her lesson. i don't noe where to go, so i just feel like going to PM. After jooting's lesson had ended, we went to harbourfront to have our lunch. we went to Subway to have our lunch. after eating, we headed to temasek poly. open house! TP students all are so HIGH. omg. it's so fun man. we walk around the school and met jayllod. he is TP's student so he brings us around to take a look at TP's surroundings. =) i bought my 1GB mimi SD at there. woah... i finally got mine's 1GB memory card. yeah! now i can take as much photos as i want. =) i just love taking photos. zilian. hehe. lolx. after that,we went to tampines mall to walk walk and have dinner. omg. it had been a long time ever seen i stepped in tampines mall. =X things had changed also. zzz. this is the worst mee hoon i had ever eat on that day. the meen hoon just taste so horrible. =X almost make me vomit.
we were having alot of fun while i am eating. they just cant stop crapping around. i laugh like a SEALION again. zzz. they were making fun of me lahx. zzz. make me so paiseh. coz the guys above me were looking at me. so paiseh. =X i saw rainbow on the way walking to the bus stop. so beautiful. so warming to see a rainbow. =) show you guys some photos that we had taken during that day. =)

Photos time...!

jazebel, me and chuteng.

say cheeze. =)

me!

what the expression for? =X

what does the hand sign means?

SATURDAY, 20 January 2007.

i went to nation library to studywith zun hao, meizhen and prem. we done finish 1 paper. so happy. =D can you believe? we study in the kids corner. lolx. at frst, you will feel that it quite weird while studying. but, after a while, you won't be feeling that weird anymore. =) we study Principle of electrical and electronic engineering (PEEE). we had yet to compete 1 past year paper. yeah. so happy. lolx. i really understand what i am doing. thanx guys. you all had teach me alot. =) i will jia you for my PEEE de. =P after that, we headed to the coffee shop opposite the temple at si ma lu to have our dinner. omg. the coffee shop is full of ppl. we can't find any place to sit. finally, after the long time of waiting. i finally find a place to sit. i went to order noodles. er... i don't how to say also. lolx. but is nice. i ate to bowl of noodles down. omg. piggy xinni. eat and eat. fei si ni cai chi dao. hahas. i am obease now! supper fat. lumps of fats are around my tummy. =P after eating, me, zun hao and prem walked back to little india mrt station. i have a great time walking to the mrt. enjoying so much fun although it is late at night. we talked very loudly like nobody business and i laugh damm loud lahx. hahas. lol. thank guys. love you all so much. =) hehe. as usual, i took some photos while we are studying. *i just love to take photos.*

mei zhen and zun hao discussing about the questions?

prem! what that for? sit until like that? are u at home? =X

mine study area. so messy!

i am studying. concentating with my PEEE. =)

try being a model? hahas. =D

act cute ah? muhahas...

SUNDAY, 21 January 2007.

THANK YOU DADDY.
I lOVE YOU.

hahas. guess what? today, my daddy helps me to paint my room. so nice hor. xin ku ni le, daddy. my room now really look like a PrinCess room. hahas. so pinky. hahas. but i like it. dark and light colours. it really look so compatible. show you all my room. photos time. =)

painting in process...

nice mahx? looks so pinky. =P

my books.

this is my room. i love it man. =)

i miss you so.
12:44 AM

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

NO mood for anything.

went today actually to do projects. but, guess what? we didnt manage to do anything single thing. sighs. just dont noe what am i thinking now. i just dont feeling like doing anything at all. what had happen to me recently? woah... i dont noe. i really dont know at all. am i really missing someone badly? guess so. i just cant stop thinking of him. i miss him so much and it really sucks... the feeling is really horrible. our whole body is like going to explode any moment. i miss me so much... especially when i am all alone. i miss having someone to lean on... i miss laying my head on his shoulder. i miss the comforting smell of his cologne. i miss his hands... i miss his cheeky smile... i miss his everything. sighs... i need you. i want you. i still love you. i want to hug you. i want to kiss you. i want to held your hands tightly. i want i want... ...

arghz! i am going insane. just now, i went to read my old post. tell you seriously, i cried. tears just roll down my cheeks. sob sob... i miss the time that we spent together. ur cheekiness...
sighs. my chest is congested. feel like exploding. =X
25 days had passed. i still cant forget you. i cant stop myself thinking of you. its lethal. sighs.

i think i shall end here. take care guys.

i miss you so.
8:35 PM

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

stomach pain...

today nearly late for Digital Electronics Labtest. woke up at 7.45a.m and my test is at 9a.m. lolx. bathe quickly and quickly get out of the house. meet zun hao and went to school together. luckily, when we reach school, it is exactly 9a.m. we are just nice for exam. =) so sad. my digital electronics labtest, i get 85%. sighs. never get 100%. =X nevermind. jiayou for the upcoming exam. =) today, i also have my autocadd labtest. hmmx... this one not too bad. =) got some help form yanhan. can you imagine, in a test you can ask people to help you? lolx. thank guys. =)

MY STOMACH VERY PAIN! zzz. drank too much of cold water again. omg. tong si wo le. pain pain. taken panadol le but still so pain. =X i can't eat anything for my dinner. stomach too pain le. sighs. nevermind lahx. just take this as a jian fei babx. since everyone says that i am very fat. hey! i got a pair of trotter lei! hehe. EXCUSE? why am i so proud of having a pair of trotter? omg! can't believe that. siao char bo. lolx. =P

took some photos today in class while waiting for autocadd's test to start. take a look of my classmates babx. =)

nice bag rite? hahas.. actually i just like the logo on the bag. =P

hey. this is the logo that i like. =) sail free man! *I LOVE SAILING*

cute rite? my doggy. hehe. my INDIAN GANG! enna mori kirai? means what are you looking in indian.

poor doggy. being struggle by yanhan. =p

zun hao: are you in coffee shop? sit until like that? hehe.

smiles =)

look who is behind me? hahas. =D

i miss you so.
10:11 PM

Monday, January 15, 2007

hurray! i did it!

first thing in the morning, i have my gems exam. Real Estate Marketing. i don't really noe how did i fair. but i can't really finish the paper. is difficult. zzz. nevermind. over is over, no point saying it anymore. woah...! tomor having my Digital Electronics labtest. i will scored man! today, when to try out digital electronics lab. you know what? i can connect everything. 100% correct. =) so happy. yeah! after that, went to maths tutorial. after school, headed to kumon. and now, i am home blogging. lolx.

i can go for ssr(Singapore Straits Regetta). but i had told jovin that i will not be able to go for ssr. and now, i am regretting. sighs. sad. i just a chance like this. sob sob. but nevermind, maybe next time there will still be another chance? hahas. maybe... ... =X

good luck to me for my labtest tommor. i am going to score 100%. yeah! =) good luck to all of you. ideas project still got of things not done. stressed stressed! endure man! =P jia you.

that's all for today. *i am sorry that i will be deleting my previous post. i don't want to know what had happen. it will only make moody. zzz. i don't want to say anymore.* take care guys! =)

so messy! this is all my hard work! lol.

checking it again. make sure there's no mistakes. =P

final product show case. hehe. =)

boon keat trying to figuring how to connect.

everynight, i will be hugging spongebob to sleep. i really miss you so much. baby, i love you.

i miss you so.
8:22 PM

Saturday, January 13, 2007

studying in process...

early in the morning went to republic polytechnic open house. i went with jooting and jazebel. stupid ting ting told us is 9.30a.m starts so we went there at ths time. but, she was wrong. opening ceremony starts at 9.30a.m instead. the whole open house will launch at 11.00a.m. we walk around stupidly. lolx. Tan Ting Ting: you throw RP poly's face. hahas. wrong information. RP is a newly built poly. everything in the school looks so new. is air-conditioned. when i went into the library, cold air just blow onto my body. brr... brr... it's cold in here. lolx. we went around looking at different course and play with their games. so funny. i walk around asking them questions like "may i know what is the cut-off point for these courses" , "what are the job available when u graduate from the course" etc... i am like a secondary 4 students asking them about the course. so fun...! i try out making my own toothpaste. so fun! i should like taken this course. lolx. i try out how to make my own gody worm. hahas. so cute. so slummy...

after everything, went to causeway point to meet zhilong. we took mrt from woodlands to bugis. coz we going national library to study. reach there about 2p.m headed straight to the library. went to find all my friends and started studying. today, i study maths. i did 1 past years paper. so happy. i did all by myself. really! i know how to do. yeah! we were all having fun while studying. discussing together and joking around. i am so lucky to have all these friends with me to cheer me up and make me happy at all times. no matter how sad i am on each day, my day will lighten up mixing around with them. hahas. hey guys, i love all of you! you guys rox! me too...! =) after studying, we left the library at about 6.30p.m. then we went to have our dinner together. we went KFC to eat. omg... fast food again. too much fast food this week le. lolx. not healthy already! =X

after finish eating, me, zunhao, prem and boon kiat walked to little india mrt station. woah... i was having alot of fun while walking to the mrt. so funny. laugh and laugh. stupid jokes! 4 jokers of the day. hahas. i enjoy it. =) crapping around like nobody business... hehe. =D

brr.. br... it's cold in here. rain and rain. very cold. i am shivering whenever i go into air-con places. i need warmth... lolx. never mind.
i saw you today. my heart miss 1 beating. izzit our fate to meet each other? i think is our fate. it cant to go qiao that we saw each other. you smile at me. ur smiles had lighten up me. you are still the same. never change at all. when i saw you, i cant stop myself to run to you to hug you. but, my legs just stood rooted to the ground. i cant even move. what am i thinking again? stop thinking xinni! pls return to reality. no more means no more. why cant i just forget every single thing? xinni: because it had been all rooted into my brain. cant be earsed or deleted. sighs. life is full of ups and down. must really learn how to get things done properly. no regret is to have. i am tired. i need to get more sleep. i have to get more sleep. i want to sleep. zzz. good night guys. take care of urself. dont fall sick hor! weather now very cold. will fall sick easily de. so everyone, pls take care.

love,
xinni