Tuesday, May 08, 2007
love u...
a warm soft cheek landed on mine.. a sweet feeling rushed through my body as he whispered in my ear.. it felt as if we were sharing a sercret that the rest of the world didn't know.. i smiled to myself as i looked into his eyes and wondered is it fate that we met?
i love him.
as days passed, i realised that i am really in love in him. love, its such an undescrible feeling. when i look into his eyes, i feel as if i've known him my whole life. when i'm in his arms, i just wanna to hold him as tight as possible and make sure i never let it go.. the feeling is powerful and scary.. the moments i open my eyes, the first thing i want to do is to look at him.. he is the one that will be with me to support and motivate me.. he will be with me for my life.. i just love him so much..
today i took mrt with him.. then he told me something damm shocking. guess what? going to australia to study for 2 years or going australia got sailing training for 1 year? omg?! how can i take it in such a go? after hearing, i stop for awhile.. am i dreaming or am i afraid of something? i know for myself. i am very dependent on my bf. so can u imagine the life without him when actually we are so in love with each other? woah... i am just too dependent on him.. i need to grow up.. i will support u in what u do. no matter how far u go or even go long u go.. please dont get too emotional when u tell me all these things. i am just concern for u. dont worry darling, i will always be there for u.
throughout these fews days, things have been going on smoothly.. we can get along better than before.. this is what makes me happy.. i really hope all this honeymoon periods will go on forever and never stops.. i dont wish for anything.. i only wants him to be with me forever. this is how much i love him..
i'm afraid to lose what i have now.. i've given all my heart.. i've taken a gamble.. i've decided to jump into the unknown.. if i gona to lose this bet, everything will be gone.. i trust and put my whole heart into this relationship..
come what it may..
i gave u my whole heart. don't let me down. i love you.
me!
darling and me.
what a blurr look u have, my dear?
arghz! u spoilt my photo! hahas. =)
