Saturday, May 12, 2007
Are you a stranger to me???
Today went out shopping with mummy. i bought 1 tank top from topshop and ear-rings. hahas. so happy la. so long never go out with mummy le. she was like complaining that everytime. so today, she asks me to go out shopping with her, so i just went. guess what? today my mummy suppose buy clothes but end up i am the one who buys clothes. hahas. mummy, i love u. =)
Haven't been going out with mummy for so long. The feeling is like kinda strange to me. bcoz it have been a long ever since i go out with only my mummy. can u imagine? in the mrt, i dont know what to talk to her. I keep wanting to find a topic to talk to her. but it just dont come to my mind. ends up, throughout the ride, i was listening to my mp3 and my mummy was reading her own book. woah... it just feel so weird to me. It's like telling ppl that i only know my mum for 1 weeks or less. can u imagine i got no topic to talk to my mum? i dont think i am fit to be her daughter at all. never given so care and concern to her. what's my reason for this? i am jsut too busy in school?or i have been spending most of my times with my friends rather than my family? Last time, i will always have family dinner with my parents. no matter what. but now? i just choose to eat out with friends rather than eating at home with my parents. what happen to me? nowadays, things get even worst! i choose to go home late rather than go home straight after school. i keep telling my friends that i dont feel like going home so early. what lead to all this? sighs! even my boyfriend scolds me for this. He is worrying at home whether am i back home, but where am i? i am enjoying outside with friends. sorry darling... woah... what's all these? getting from bad to worst? or what? i am tired! i hate to be at home. hear all the nagging and quarrelling sounds? all this make me CRAZY!!! arghz... sorry daddy, you will always call me to make sure i am safely back home. i make everyone worry for me. especially my parents and darling. sorry guys! i will change for the better.
That's all for today. take care guys!
rest well. =)
