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Thursday, January 25, 2007

my heart just sank down deeply once again

why must i suffer everything in one shot? do you noe it's really hurting? i don't want to noe. i rather you don't tell me than after i found out, i feel so hurt. you don't want me to wait for you anymore? i noe liao le and i noe what to do liao le. just to give up right? aiyo... xinni! u are only losing bf lei. nothing much de lahx. is not like u are losing everything. right? cheer up man! there are still so many thing to do. sighs. i am sad. i am hurt. i don't want anything else. i rather hurting. i only want PEACE! silence... nothing else. i just to be like every other girl. as simple as possible. sighs. i dont wish to add anymore things. tired. speechless. now, i just need to concentrating on my studies and my bronze mellation exam. i dont want to think anymore. just concentrating in process.

i miss you so.
10:22 PM