Sunday, December 24, 2006
sad sad sad!
what had happen?
do u think your decision is right?
why must you make your decision so suddenly?
can i go back to time?
if can, nothing will happen.
i am sure.
but why?
cant we just solve everything out?
u tell me to blame everything on you.
how do you think i will feel after hearing this?
blame evrything to you!
hate you!
i cant do it.
it's very difficult for someone to hate someone she loves.
i noe is hard for you to think and make any more decision now.
you need time.
i think the best way is to cool ourselves down.
and re-think and then decide what to do next.
i hope everything will be fine.
can we do it?
yesterday, 23 dec 2006.
after reading my e-mail, i was damm sad.
my hearts once sink again.
this time round, it worst.
sink right down into the sea bed!
is anchored.
sighs.
why?
i can't sleep, eat or do anything.
i kept thinking of the things that you say.
this is the worst christmas that i will be having.
i am tired.
but i just cant sleep.
when i close my eyes and tell myself to sleep and stop thinking about it.
i just cant do it.
tears keep rolling down my eyes.
what had happen?
now, i cried again.
sob sob.
i dont noe what to do.
can you teach me?
can u guide me through the darkness.
can you light up my lights?
will you?
i am sad.
i cant control my feeling.
i want to meet you out.
can i?
pls decide on the time and place .
i will be waiting for you.
i got nothing much to say.
merry christmas to everyone.
hope all your wishes come true.
*will my wishes come true?*
