playing my memories over &over again.

Saturday, August 11, 2007

i miss you so.
10:57 PM

Friday, August 03, 2007

Burnt OUT

today went to school early to ex-change the IVP jacket for dear dear, shane and linus. after that we went to bugis to have our lunch with zh's parents, maryann, grace and sam. hahas. then after that we headed to NSC to wash our boats. i was busy washing my boats and dear dear is doing up his boats and stuffs. i keep washing the top of the boats then dear dear come to me and "scold me" . lolx. he told me that most important for the boat is the hull and not the top. dont waste your effort wahing the top. it's not going to help u to move faster if the boat is clean white! lolx. stupid me! my effort just gone like this. but after washing the top of the boat, i feel contended. coz the boat is shiny! hahas. then after that dear dear help me to wash the hull and polish it for me. hahas. now my boat is all shiny! hahas. thank dear dear! u are the best. among all the boats there, mine is the best! hahas. love it man! oppos! if ma is going to see this, i think i know what she will say. =P after washing the boat, we headed to suki sushi at cine. junkhee,ma,grace,sam,mel,zh and me! hahas. all of us ate alot! hahas. i ate alot and now my stomach is bursting. damm pain la! then after that dear dear sent me home and now i am at home resting with one bloated stomach. lolx. damm tired! tommor having sailing race at NSC. all the best to all SP sailors. good luck to me too! dear dear all the best! i know u can do it. dont give up! endure dear dear! i love u! muackz! <3

i miss you so.
8:01 PM

Sunday, July 29, 2007

HAPPY 4TH MONTHS ANNIVERSARY!!!

Thank dear dear for everything that he had given me.
I really appreciated it.
Dear dear, i really think that u are the one who always listen to me, support me, give in to me...
You have given me all your best.
i am sorry for all my wildness that i had caused to u thru' this 4th months.
I know u dont mind at all, but in the end u will always be the first one to support me.
i really thank for giving me all these loves!
no matter what happen, i will always be there for u.
dear dear, i love u!
muackz!

today, i went to meet dear dear at dover mrt station.
Then after that, dear dear's parents sent us to cheese prata shop to eat breakfast.
After that, they sent us to poly marina for my sailing training.
dear dear helps me with the powerboat stuffs.
I think he finally know how much strength i need to put in whenever i do all these things!
lolx!
thank dear dear for helping me.
today training end rather early, coz there is no wind.
so we play some games out in the sea then we recover back on shore around 1.30p.m.
after packing up and a short de-brief, i quickly go bathe and go out with dear dear.
zhilong also follow us to dear dear hus, then after that go meet soo mei for dinner.
we went to eat seoul garden. omg! damm full man!
dear dear is so loving la!
keeping cooking all the foods for me to eat.
i really love dear dear so much.
dear dear! i love u! nothing is gona changed my love for u.
muackz!
talking to dear dear on the phone now.
gtg. love u ya! night dear dear. i love u forever. <3

i miss you so.
10:48 PM

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

Dear dear today wake me up for school but i am still late for lesson.

He came all the way from his hus to my hus just to fetch me to sch.

Omg?!

i am damm touched la.

lolx.

I love dear dear so much!

After i wake up, i went to bathe and went down to meet him.

then after that we went to have breakfast together and then ahead to school.

lolx.

i want to go for maths lesson but when i reach sch is already 9a.m.

so i just went for the 10a.m lesson.

after the lesson, darling went to fetch MARC TAY- the seaweed chicken prince!

lolx.

they waited for me outside my class.

after that we went to the clubroom together.

then that stupid marc was counting all the $2 notes like hell!

after counting all the money, i concluded something!

MARC TAY can't count and his maths really fail!

lolx.

then after that, dear dear and i went to the mrt to meet edwin to take the laser radial sail.

then after we went down to nsc to make payment for the race.

then after that we went to parkway parade to have our lunch and shop around.

guess who we saw at parkway parade?

i saw jovin! that national disable sailor.

lolx.

me and dear dear went arcade also saw him.

damm suay la!

at about 5.30p.m, we went to take bus 966 to woodslands to meet zhilong and soo mei for dinner at pizza hut.

we are suppose to meet at 7p.m but they were also late.

lolx.

so me and dear dear went to pizza hut to sit first.

30min later, both of them arrive.

we order pizza!

we finish the whole bottle of cheedear cheese!

muhahahas.

then after dinner i went to take passport photo and develop some photos!

hahas.

then after, dear dear gave me money to let me take cab home.

i am going to sleep now!
love dear dear! muackz! <3

Photos time!!!

ME AND DEAR DEAR!

PORK SM and POKEMON!!!

what are all the guys doing?

2 copules! =)

hawanian pizza!

chesy pizza!

i miss you so.
11:23 PM

Sunday, July 22, 2007

20hrs more!!!

Darling will be back in singapore soon!
i can't wait to see him!
i miss him so much.
hahas.
darling! i keep thinking what will i do when i first see you at the airport?
hug you?
kiss you?
smiles?
omg!
i am going crazy la.
i can't wait to see my baby boy.
i miss him so much!
dear dear,tomor will be my happy day.
i dont know what is in my mind now.
i am only thinking about you and nothing else!
dear dear! i love you forever.
nothing gona separate us.
no matter what happen to u, i will always be there for u.
love u darling.
i will be waiting patiently outside the airport for you.
i love u. muackz! <3
*cant wait to see dear dear!

i miss you so.
8:25 PM

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

12 July 2007, Thursday

Nothing much happens today.
but i cant help myself to stop thinking of you.
you are always my start of the day.
darling, i really miss u so much!
i can feel your heart pumping yet i can't see u.
darling, loving u with all my hearts.

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THROUGH LOVE all that is bitter will be sweet
Through Love all that is copper will be gold.
Through Love all dregs will turn to purest wine
Through Love all pain will turn to medicine.
Through Love the dead will all become alive.
Through Love the king will turn into a slave!

Passion makes the old medicine new:
Passion lops off the bough of weariness.
Passion is the elixir that renews:
how can there be wearinesswhen passion is present?
Oh, don't sigh heavily from fatigue:
seek passion, seek passion, seek passion!

The intellectual is always showing off,the lover is always getting lost.
The intellectual runs away.
afraid of drowning;
the whole business of loveis to drown in the sea.
Intellectuals plan their repose;
lovers are ashamed to rest.
The lover is always alone.
even surrounded by people;
like water and oil,
he remains apart.
The man who goes to the troubleof giving advice to a loverget nothing.
He's mocked by passion.
Love is like musk.
It attracts attention.
Love is a tree, and the lovers are its shade.

~Jalaluddin Rumi~

i miss you so.
10:50 PM

11 July 2007, Wednesday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TING TING!!!

Birthday wishes for my gal:

1) hope that u and Luis can last forever
2) live your life to the fullness
3) fulfill all your wishes

Today was a tired day for me. So many things to do. i am stressed! that's all for today! Nights! take care! =)
Darling! i love u. i miss u so much! i want to hug u! i want kiss u! where is my baby boy??? thinking of u everyday, every minute, every second...

i miss you so.
8:32 PM

10 July 2007, Tuesday

Today, i have my Date C0mmunications System PBIL test. My partner is Boon Keat. We manage to do solve the problem and show it to the lecturer. Thank god man! If not, i really dont know what will happen. Today was rather a tired day for me. Mt cough was getting worst and worst! cough until tears started rolling down my eyes! =X damm sick la. But at night went out with Jazebel, Joo Ting and Ting Ting. We went to fish&co to have our dinner and as well as celebrate Ting Ting 18th Birthday!!! I ate New York Fish&Chips! hahas. having bad cough and soar throat, I still manage to finish up my dinner. The fish was delicious la. When u bite the fdory fish, the cheese just melts inside your mouth. hahas. sinful man! But sad to say, i got scolding from dear dear after i told him what i ate for my dinner. lolx. He is always so caring even when he is not in singapore. This shows how much dear dear really cares for his PIG! =) Tingting orders sweet and sour fish, jazebel orders black pepper stingray and jooting orders THE BIGGEST DISH AMOUG US----> SWORDFISH COLLAR. hahas. She eats until damm xin ku. Poor JooTing!!! But i bet she still prefers to eat New York Fish&chips!!! hahas.

At about 9p.m, darling called jooting's hp for me. jooting was rather shocked when she heard zhen hao called her hp to lok for his PIG! lolx. sorry darling, my hp got no more battery! so talk for a while on her hp as her hp's battery was also running low. lolx. so i quickly rush home to charge my hp so that darling can call me and we can chat over the phone. =) darling, i really miss u so much! keeping thinking of you! i cant sleep while not listening to ur voice! i keep tossing round and round my bed before i could sleep every night. darling! where are you! missing u deadly! love u forever! muackz. MY HEART WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU! <3

i miss you so.
8:01 PM

Monday, July 09, 2007

9 July 2007, Monday

Today was feeling damm sick.
NO voice, coughing damm badly.
everything is like shit.
cant pull myself out from the bed to school.
dying...
ends up i slept until 11+
zhilong msg me to tell me that today got quiz but why didnt i go to school.
i was like omg! wtf man!
sighs.
then he told me that next week i can still take the test.
so i was like ok...
zzz.
damm tired.
my throat is killing me!
tomor is ting ting bday.
how am i going to eat steamboat when my throat is like that?
shit la!
nvm is okay.
negative plus negative become POSITIVE!!!
muhahahahas.
so after tommor's dinner, my throat is suppose to get better and not worst.
lolx. =X
oh dear!
that's all for today.
i will make an efffort to blog everyday.
dont worry of me.
i will take care of myself.
u must also take care ok?
must sail hard and train hard!!!
i know u can do it.
dont give up!
i am there to motivate u.
all the best.
love u darling.
muackz <3

i miss you so.
10:00 PM

8 July 2007, Sunday

today is the second day of BSC(basic sailing course).
went down together with jooting.
when we went down, yulong was already there preparing the petrol for the powerboat.
after that, we get ready to lauch out the powerboat and the pico.
today the whole day is water training.
after lunch, i learn how to rig up laser radial and jooting learn how to rig up laser standard.
then that we lauch both laser out.
omg!
the wind is damm shiok man.
i cant believe that i actually manage to handle it properly.
hahas.
i am not that scared.
i have slowly overcome my fear of capsizing.
lolx.
we sail all the way out to the open sea.
omg!
it's damm cool.
i was not scared at all.
i maintain the course that i am sailing.
after that we sail back to pm and recover.
i was burnt again.
luckily i wear lycra. if not i think i will be tanned BLACK!!!
hahas. =X
guess what?
i recover my boat all by myself.
i park my boat properly and run up to push the trolley.
hahas.
i really can do it all by myself.
i am damm happy when i can do it. =)
so proud of myself.
after recovering, we pack up everything and carry the stimulator over to RSYC.
and we went there to bathe as well.
after bathing, we went to have dinner and went back home.
my pig is waititng to talk to me in msn and over the phone but i am still on my way home.
poor darling having fever and jetlag.
darling, u have to take care of urself.
sleep early.
train hard and sail hard.
love u always.
miss u like crazy!
muackz! <3

i miss you so.
4:04 PM

7 July 2007, Saturday

Woke up damm early to bring kuan kuan for tuition at Sembawang.

I meet his chinese teacher at the Sembawang mrt station.

Then after that i took train all the way down to harbourfront mrt station and i took a cab in to PM.

I reached there rather late.

By the time i reach there, the Power boats stuffs have already done.

Thank jooting, ben and grace for helping. =)

sad to say, something bad really happen!

the powerboat key fell into the seabed.

i was damm stressed and dont noe what to do.

the logistic post really need to take up high responsibility.

After that, me, grace and ben went out with tiong jin.

ben sail laser out. and me and grace is in the powerboat talking cock with tiong jin. lolx.

then i get a chance to steer the powerboat.

damm fun man.

hahas.

i should that up the ppdcl lisense.

hehe.

the first of bsc doesnt seems to be good.

no wind and super sunny!!!

i am burnt after sailing.

somemore i wear short sleeves shirt.

when i went back to shore, my hand got two colour!

damm ugly! eeyee..

stop complaining when u forget to apply sun-block!

after the whole course is done.

me, ben and grace was the powerboat and get the whole place clear asap.

after that we went over to RSYC to bathe.

OMG!!! damm shiok sia.

we went into the steam room before we bathe.

hahas.

guess what the temperature is damm high sia.

55 degrees!!!

roasted xinni, grace and geradline.

muhahas.

after the steam room, we took some phtos before we go for bathe.

afterthat jooting came back from keelboat training.

we waited for her and after that we took a cab to np poly for the concert.

when we reached there, we saw our friend, wendy.

after we went in for the concert first.

i was feeling damm tired and sleep at the chair man.

so cosy!

the concert was nice!

i love all the music played by them.

after the conert, took a cab back home with them.

after i reached home, i quickly washed up and get myself on bed.

that's all for today.

i miss u so much!

please take care of urself.

love u forever!

muackz! <3

PHOTOS TIME!!!

Grace, Me and geradline

after steam bathe

BURRS...

trying to act big eyes ar?

FRONT!!!

BACK!!! i love grace's broadshorts.

her ex bought it from australia.

DARLING i ALSO WANT!!! =P

np poly concert

the cello

Wendy!!! our pro harmonia player. =D

in the dark...

the drummer. cool right? =X

the whole rhymonia

me with the rose. =)

yuqi! my australian friend.

me and yuqi

me, yuqi and jazebel

i miss you so.
2:25 PM

6 july 2007 , Friday

Darling leave canada for YOUTHS WORLD CHAMPIONSHIPS.
He will be back on the 23 july 2007.
I miss him so much.
Today spent the whole day with darling.
I went over to his house and accompany him and sent him of at the airport.
We cycle from his house to Bukit Panjang Plaza to buy MISSY DONUTS, lunch and as well as cut hair.
We manage to buy the MISSY DONUTS but it taste horrible.
But nevermind is okay!
Darling says he will buy it from DONUT FACTORY when he return back from canada.
Thank darling.
I am always pampered by this PIG! =P
After buying everything, we cycle back home.
OMG!!! Th journey back home really kills me!
I cycle until both of my thighs hurts badly.
sad sad! Thia shows that i havent benn exercising for ages. =X
When we reached home, i sweat until like crazy.Is like raindrops falling on my head!
So, i went to dry myself up. =)
After that we watch SAW 3.
oh phew! This movie is highly rated for bloody.
All the while, i was covering my eyes with the blanket. lolx.
disgusting show! yikes!
But the moment that i spent with darling is the precious.
After showing, we get ready to go out for dinner.
aunty and uncle ordered alot of foods.
omg! all of the foods taste delicious man!
yummy!!! Thank aunty and uncle.
After dinner went went straight to National Sailing Centre.
Darling went to help out the wind surfer to carry his surf boat into the van.
Darling went to the airport with his sailors and i went with his parents.
When we reached airport, we went to popeyees chicken and biscuit to have some snacks.
After a while, we went to meet up with other sailors.
All the sailors are very friendly.
They all say hi to me.
hahas.
and 1 thing, my pig of mine make me damm embrassed.
When they check-in.
Darling hug me and kiss me in front of the sailors.
This is the most happiest moments. =)
Darling really leave singapore and went to canada.
I am going to miss darling dearly.
All the best darling.
Train hard and sail hard!
I am sure u can get a medal back to do singapore proud.
good luck!
love u always. <3

PHOTOS TIME!!!

darling and me at the airport

smiles piggy!!!

what is dear dear trying to do? act cute? =X

i miss you so.
1:58 PM